Heartbreak

To leave
To be left
It all hurts
To need to leave
To have to part
Also hurts
The missing hurts
The absence of what was
Awkward hurts
Talking about it
Crying alone
Still hurts
Remembering and wanting
Hurt most of all
What's past cannot be touched
And wanting to touch it
Is unbearable
But eventually it will pass
Or so I hope
Like a rainstorm
So dark and fierce
A heart starts to beat again
Blip... Blip...
Spikes on a machine
And healing begins