Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Words and Souls

What is it that I love about reading what someone else has written? What is it that makes it one of my favorite things to do?

I believe it's for many of the same reasons as why I love to read in general. I'm sure you've seen that quote about when you fall in love with a character in a book, you're falling in love with their soul. You can't actually see them, but through the words on the page, you understand their mind, their heart, their wants. Yuri begin to know what they'll do, what they'll choose, or who they'll love. Their souls become as familiar to you as your own in that short time. It's fascinating how characters on a page can mean so much to us, and that language, something so simple and seemingly above such creative concerns, could spell the characters out for us. How can words make someone seem just as real as any other human being? It is a wondrous thing.

We are all made of words. All kinds of them, eternal varieties, strung together in phrases, occasionally standing alone. They constantly shift and change around the core of who we are. Words are the essence of us. In my mind, I picture a human silhouette, beating red heart st the core, composed of words. And what this words are makes up who they are. It's all about what words we choose to keep, and which we throw away. That's why I love to read what other people have written in the energy of their heart. It truly is as if the writer has handed me a piece of their soul. Getting to know someone this way feels strange to me, but also special. You can't always see or touch them as you read, but within your mind, you began to see the shape of their soul. And human souls are beautiful things, full of depth and darkness, light and poetry.

It is the greatest trust, I think, to show someone what you have written. Not school papers, but something you wrote because you could, because the words clamored against your skull and wouldn't leave you alone until you let them out and set them on a page. To show someone that is truly meaningful. This is why I blog. I want to trust the world, and I want them to know what my words are. I have even learned what some of my own words are by writing! These are the words that make up my soul. And to read others' blogs or writing or anything is so precious to me, because what we write reveals so much.

Writing is a miracle, for in it we discover what it means to be human. We discover what it means to be ourselves, and who others truly are in their hearts.

The human soul is made of words. Share them wisely, my friends.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Not Whitman

Written in Missionary Prep class. No relation to Whitman except the phrase. Whitman was a far better poet than I could ever claim to be.

O Captain my Captain
How great thou art
How glorious, how generous
Thy blessings impart
We unworthy servants
On this earth below
Do all we can do
Our love we shall show
O Captain my Captain
My Father, my friend
Always by my side
You'll stay until the end
And though I'm inconstant
Thy child I'll be
And learn of thee, Father
And sit at thy knee

What Have I Started?

Okay, it probably has nothing to do with me. Or very little. But the fact remains that when I got to college, none of my friends had blogs.

And now everyone's starting one. Gradually.

We have become a group of bloggers.

It's actually pretty fun! Reading people's thoughts is one of my favorite things.

Anyway, their blogs will be great. So here are some links, go check them out! I'll try to keep this updated with them but no promises.

AmericanPhilosophe
Heather
Boo

And more to come! Hopefully I typed all the URLs right!

PS Shoutout to Jared who has had a blog for a while, but is still cool!

PPS Thanks to my friends for not bringing out the stress in me :)

Tuesday's Prayer

Awake, my soul! No longer droop in sin. Rejoice, O my heart, and give place no more for the enemy of my soul. Do not anger again because of mine enemies. Do not slacken my strength because of mine afflictions. Rejoice, O my heart, and cry unto the Lord, and say: O Lord, I will praise thee forever; yea, my soul will rejoice in thee, my God, and the rock of my salvation.

O Lord, wilt thou redeem my soul? Wilt thou deliver me out of the hands of mine enemies? Wilt thou make me that I may shake at the appearance of sin? May the gates of hell be shut continually before me, because that my heart is broken and my spirit is contrite! O Lord, wilt thou not shut the gates of thy righteousness before me, that I may walk in the path of the low valley, that I may be strict in the plain road! O Lord, wilt thou encircle me around in the robe of thy righteousness! O Lord, wilt thou make a way for mine escape before mine enemies! Wilt thou make my path straight before me! Wilt thou not place a stumbling block in my way—but that thou wouldst clear my way before me, and hedge not up my way, but the ways of mine enemy.

O Lord, I have trusted in thee, and I will trust in thee forever. I will not put my trust in the arm of flesh; for I know that cursed is he that putteth his trust in the arm of flesh. Yea, cursed is he that putteth his trust in man or maketh flesh his arm. Yea, I know that God will give liberally to him that asketh. Yea, my God will give me, if I ask not amiss; therefore I will lift up my voice unto thee; yea, I will cry unto thee, my God, the rock of my righteousness. Behold, my voice shall forever ascend up unto thee, my rock and mine everlasting God. Amen.

(2 Nephi 4:28-35)

Monday, September 15, 2014

Eeyore

Bah humbug.
Okay, wrong character. Whatever.
You know those moods where you're just grumpy and don't know why? And you've gotta pretend to be happy, but really you just want to their a tantrum and be sad and eat a gallon of ice cream and get a hug from that one person. But there's so much to do and you can't stop, you can't rest now, or you'll fall too far behind. You have to keep trekking on. I am far too familiar with these moods.
Honestly, I know why it's happening. We played a Thousand Black White Cards until 12:20 last night. I don't regret it- totally worth it- but it's giving me the grumps now. In truth, I haven't had enough sleep in a while. College does that. Homework, work, social life, and if you want them all, you lose sleep. A lot of sleep.
Anyway, I need a hug. And a nap. And possibly a lot of food.
Get some good sleep, guys.

Candid

Candid photos are the best
They reveal the soul behind the face
They capture when your eyes light up
There nothing that can replace
Your smile when nobody is watching
The expression in your eyes
Your manner when you're talking
Not your photograph-disguise
Fake smiles on bright faces
And it's oh so rare
That a posed-for photo
Can capture what's really there

Sunday, September 14, 2014

Modern Angels

Today in regional conference, we heard a talk that was partly about angels. This is what came to my mind.

My angels are not winged. They don't sit in the heavens and sing day and night. They do not fly about with cherubic faces and harps. But they do watch over people. They watch over me.

But they are not perfect, not in the least. That only makes them more wonderful in my eyes. I can relate to them. They understand. My angels are human.

Literally.

You know them as friends and family, but I say angels.

They do so much, you see. They love and hold and protect and listen. They sympathize and empathize and trust. My friends are truly my angels.

And the best part is, unlike the angels in myths, I can repay my debt to my angels. I can try to be for them what they are for me. That's the best part.

Don't forget your angels.